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[LN] Otokogirai na Bijin Shimai wo Namae mo Tsugezuni Tasuketara Ittaidounaru - Volume 1 - Chapter 1 - Part 4
Chapter 1 - The Only One Who Knows A Woman's Thoughts Is The Woman Herself. (Part 4)
"Nee-chan, can I come in?"
"Aina? Come in."
It was already dark outside, indicating that it was night, and I visited my sister's room.
She was sitting on a chair with her cheekbones propped up on the table, looking at her notebook.
"I've heard that you shouldn't use your cheekbones too much, it can put pressure on your jaw and you might get TMJ in the future."
"I know, I know. ....... But what about ......?"
She sighed again, although she straightened up after hearing my words.
I hugged her from behind and she put her hand on mine.
"You're never going to meet that guy if you keep sighing like that, okay?"
"I know, but I can't stop thinking about that day....I want to meet that man, the man who saved us."
I nodded in agreement.
A few days ago, our family was attacked by an intruder who broke into our house, which was a rare occurrence, and we were trapped to the point of almost being raped.
In such a desperate situation, a man wearing a pumpkin mask appeared in our midst and we were completely captivated by him.
"It's a bit strange to call it love at first sight, but when you're rescued in such a desperate situation, it can't be helped.
Yes, ...... that's why I want to meet them. I want to meet him and thank him ...... and I want to repay him, I want to repay him with everything I have..."
She spoke to the void as if thinking of a person who should not be in front of her.
I ...... want to be enslaved by you, I want to give you not only my body but also my heart and soul. Where are you, you who don't know my name?
As I held her hand in the empty space, she regained consciousness and looked at me.
"I'm ...... useless, even though Aina is by my side, all I can think about is him ......."
"I don't care, I'm the same as you"
Yes, I'm just like you.
The incident left us with a deep sense of fear and frustration, but also an insatiable desire for the man who saved us.
"What would the kids in class say if they saw you like this?"
"Stop talking about those disgusting people, I feel sick remembering those confessions."
"Oops, sorry, sorry."
The day before, a boy in her class called her and confessed his feelings for her.
It would have been natural if the confession had been meaningless, but at that moment she said all the harsh words she could think of to the boy like this.
"You're a tough one, Nee-chan."
"It's not anyone else's problem, is it? Even Aina often tells me about the confession you got"
"I'll tell you, it really sucks."
Unconsciously, I found myself lowering my voice in disgust.
"Aina shouldn't be touched by boys, even a little, right? I think you're worse than me in that respect."
Yes, I have such a dislike for boys that I don't even want to touch them, I would never touch a man unless we met by chance or something.
"......."
"Aina?"
I thought I would never touch anyone, but then I remembered my lunch break today.
My cheeks suddenly became hot enough to make me curious about Hayato, and I turned my back on him and headed for the door.
"Are you going back?"
"Yes."
"I'm sure you're right. Aina, I'm not forcing you, but you should at least remember the names of the boys in your class, you'll get into trouble if you don't."
"Ah, all right, I'll try my best."
As for me, I don't remember the names of the boys in my class because I don't need to.
I never had to call them by their first names, let alone their last names, so I never tried to remember them.
"Well, good night, Nee-chan."
"Good night, Aina."
After exchanging please antries, I went back to my room.
"Phew..."
The heat on my cheeks hadn't gone down yet, and I'm sure my face was bright red by now.
I'm sure that's because I'm watching him, because I'm watching Hayato-kun.
"Oh, handsome."
The heat was not only in my cheeks, but also in my whole body.
I remembered my past, including Hayato-kun, as I rubbed my hands over my own body, as if to remove the heat from my body.